Sometimes I find myself thinking about the future, but not a thing apart, in two or three days to one week or dare. Early on I learned not to make plans, not to count on help, not to expect friends shoulders. I learned that the only thing that can be expected in a relationship is disappointment.
I have friends who say I do not believe in love. If at any time said it was unfortunate, because now I realize that I have always believed in love. Until he discovers that he is the product of a mind full of false hopes and desires. Because deep down no matter whether he is good or bad, someone will always get hurt, and that someone is me constantly.
It's funny to think that most of our grievances of the people we love most, my cynicism would never say that I disappointed someone who loves me too. If I did not, for sure I will soon. Because life is so full of trials and provocations. Not to separate the wheat from the chaff, but to teach that everything is achieved with a good dose of solitude and selfishness.
Always when my birthday comes I lay on the scale I did in a year of my life. In 2011 the balance could not be more negative. Angry and stressed out with so much sometimes I just need some support that comes from no side.
But this is another story.
What I learned over time is that not always follow what I say, but I always do this with an urge to break my face and show that different than you think I'm not made of tin.
"Why the hell verddeiro is nothing more than a life that did not work."
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